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I think it is sad that we still have hate, racism, and prejudism relevant today; especially within the east coast such as your “red neck/ hick type people.” Get an education and learn a thing a two. It is rediculous.
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Oh my gosh, that picture of her is just soooo humiliating
A lesson learned.
http://www.americanapparel.net/presscenter/dailyupdate/dailyUp.asp?d=48&t=1602
After reading this this blog/article/post/whatever you want to call it, I related so much to it. It has made me realize how much I have and has turned things around the way I looked at things. It has contributed to helping me become a better person (because lately I’ve been wanting to make a positive change in myself). I used to take my dad’s store (OC Nutrition) for granted, thinking it will always be there, and he’s just going to keep doing what he does best, not realizing the economy can shut down his store and my dad can loose his job. But not everyone can do what they love doing without some help here and there— running a business alone is a lot of hard work and time (we don’t have any hired employees yet). And sometimes with my mom’s help there at the store, it isn’t enough. So the next time I’m asked to help at the store, I should feel good about myself knowing I’m not only helping my dad, but myself too. I should appreciate what my dad is doing for me and the others out there helping with their nutritional needs and not just about the money needed.
The things my dad does, just to make sure I’m happy and trying to get through this poor economy is unbelievable and I took way too much for granted.
Although, my dad is not that sucessful yet like American Apparel and I’m not this: “internet celeb/ spokes model/fashion maven/reality TV star/aspiring pop star,” I should realize the risk he took to start a new business and hopefully become huge and wealthy from it. It takes a lot to make a change in careers when you’ve been working at a another Company almost your entire life (Canon).
“…in the words of Britney, “I’m a smart person. What the hell was I thinking???” When my Daddy wants me to help at a store, I’m gonna do it!!! I said it before and I will say it again!!!! I love you Daddy! Mean it!!!”
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Don’t like having to wait weeks, months, years, to find out someone was being the most fakest friend ever.
Why can’t a fake person stand out like a lday bug in ashes?
OCD vs OCPD.
OCD: Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder.
Most commonly characterized by intrusive, repetitive thoughts resulting in compulsive behaviors and mental acts that the person feels driven to perform. I.E. Washing hands repetitively, locking/unlocking the door constantly, etc.OCPD: Obsessive-Compulsive-Personality Disorder.
People experiencing OCPD do not generally feel the need to repeatedly perform ritualistic actions - a common symptom of OCD. Instead, they normally place emphasis above all on perfection and arranging objects, their own time, other people’s activities and their own. They may feel anxious when they perceive that things are not “right.” This can lead to routines and “rules” for ways of doing things, whether for themselves or their families, that can often seem similar to the rituals of OCD. Rather than get something wrong, OCPD individuals will make lists of things to do and how to do them. Then they go on adding to the lists, or find new associated things to do, meaning they may never finish what they wanted to do in the first place. This is most of all a problem at work or for students.
When people typically say “Oh, I am so OCD” after just rearranging their mantle pieces to align them perfectly, they really mean “Oh, I am so OCPD.” I hope this cleared some confusion. I just learned about OCPD about two weeks ago, actually.
SOOOOOOOOOOTODAYY 1.17.09
COULD’VE BEEN THE BEST DAY
So my plans for the day was to wake up do hw before I go out for the night.
first off, going to my cousins b’day was awesome with their dj.
then left for a dance/club type thing.
totally in th moood and about after two hours into the dance aka winter wonderland, it starts to suck.
now that I’m home, im kinda in a bad mood due to some things. -_-
And I just sorta want to shut myself away from everyone.
So this is to show the controversy and plannings in the future that our world is going to come to an end. All sorts of books, MOVIES (like this one), and such are being written about the year 2012; things like: a winter solstice will occur. I really don’t appreciate the fact that that’s what we have to look forward to. It’s just too scary of a thing to think that 3 years from now our lives can be over. Like Wtf? I don’t want to know that.
naaahmean?
damn
This year has to be probably the most busiest I've ever
been.
Weekly Schedule:
Monday: 0 period. Tutor
Tuesday: 0 period. Work 2:30- 5:30 ; Art 6- 8pm
Wednesday: 0 period. Rop 3-6 pm
Thursday: 0 period. Work 3 - 6 pm
Friday: 0 period. Tutor
It all may not seem like a lot, but when you’re waking up for zero period everyday, working up until the last minute (meaning staying up til how ever long it takes, even if it means not sleeping), finding time for homework when all you want to do from not being home since 6 am in the morning til (on somedays 8pm) all you want to do is sleep, AND THEN time for leisure and SLEEP? hahah I probabaly only get 2- 3 hours of sleep each night.
ANYWAYS!#!$#?@$#@%$ #$%„,
ALL I WANTED TO SAY WAS THAT I HATE CHEMISTRY AND ENGLISH.
WITHOUT THOSE TWO, I THINK I COULD LIVE LIFE NORMALLY AND ENJOYABLY.
fuck, I hate school.
I WANT TO GIVE UpP DpPPppp > : O!
**I just wanted to get that off my chest and vent.
I think I finally know the reason...
why I’m so hard on myself. Some things are just not enough.
It is because when you’re surround by such a high class society, you tend to want everything and want the world to revolve around you. It is all about wanting and not needing.
It is because everyone here in Orange County is so attractive and people kill to look their best.
It is because everyone wants to be someone else because they’re better lookin’, better social status, better hair, better face, better clothes, better car, better house, better this…, better that…, etc.
I feel it is a hard society to grow up in and expectations are high.
Basically, a lot of things are a competition here and I wish it didn’t have to be that way.
(total break down).
Winter Formal: January 10, 2009 South Mesa Club Campendleton, San Diego
Weirdly, the night was off to a bad start. After dinner at Cheesecake Factory, I started to feel really nauseous and queasy. In the car, it worsened. I felt INTENSELY burnt up— like as if the heater was blowing extremely hot heat on me and felt like vomiting 100 times in the car (luckily that didn’t happen; I thought my night was over basically & felt bad for my date). But once we arrived I began feeling okay and healthy again. I drank a sip of water and danced. It was actually a good turn out & I had fun with my lovely date.
