note to self

There needs to be some MAJOR, MAJOR, MAJOR, changes in my life. Creating a 2009 Resolution list would be a good start.

MakeupFX

Don’t get me wrong, but, I enjoy the effects/looks/transformations of makeup.  It is almost as if being able to live another person for a day; and the effects can vary from minimal to grand.  I love the total transformations of people when undergoed through makeup (specifically, for movies, photoshoots, special events, etc.)  The dramatic “FX” it can give is very interesting to me— sort of entertaining.  I wouldn’t mind going into cosmotology to study makeup; hair too, but that’s a whole different topic.

This explains everything I wouldn’t mind doing (from movie sets, avant garde runway shows, to everyday makeup):

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I have a lot on my mind right now , it's all just running through

I think I really need a counselor. A thereapist for self confidence.

Yet, at the moment I’m in a lovey mood and love myself and just really happy.

I need to go candle shopping.

I need to vent.

I want to shop, no I can’t…

I need therapy.

Perhaps rehab

Dr. Drew hold up!

woodwick

So I just got home from shopping around and I bought the sickest candle ever.  It’s a wood wick and it’s scent is “Holiday Glow.” (It’s supposed to be the better candles out there).

I THINK IT’S MY NEW OBSESSION.
FROM THE SCENT, SIGHT, SOUND, & FEEL.
It’s like my own little campire, literally.

sooooo haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaute ; )

Wishlist 2008:

I wish I knew how to sing.I wish I knew how to act.
I wish I knew how to design clothes.
I wish I knew how to play guitar (took classes when  I was younger, but stopped).
I wish I knew how to do amazing html work.
I wish I knew how to run better.
I wish I knew how to play tennis better.
I wish I knew how to play football like a pro.
I wish I knew how to speak better.
I wish I knew how to relax.
I wish I knew how to become comfortable in any situation.
I wish I knew how to be street smart.
I wish I knew how to be book smart.
I wish I knew how to write.
I wish I knew how to read.
I wish I knew how to cut hair.
I wish I knew how to cook.
I wish I knew how to bake.
I wish I knew how to eat well.
I wish I knew how to fly.
I wish I knew how to become motivated.
I wish I knew …

Movies!

As cliche as it is, recently movies have been making want to take part in them and wanting to live my life like a movie—living happily ever after!

I LOVE TOUCHY MOVIES. ONES THAT IMPACT. ONES THAT MAKE YOU GO: “SHIIEEET, THAT WAS GOOD.”